Just call me Mrs. Valentine ♥
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Yuffentine is my OTP
There’s nothing that hurts quite like the passing of someone, or in this case, an animal so close to you. Because the pain they cause is so much more than the knowledge that one is not returning in this life. Whether you’ve had years to prepare or it happened in a blink, it hits you like a boulder, crushing you to dust. It makes your heart ache in a place different from those other heart wrenching experiences you’ve faced, making you feel foolish for even thinking that they were something worthy of comparison to what you’re feeling now. The perspective of everything in your world all crashing together into perfect, numbing sense is the most sobering feeling you get through the entire ordeal. You hurt in the stark silence of your surroundings, realizing how present they had made themselves all through your life in ways so simple. But it’s knowing you have to go on with just memories and photos to cling to that makes it the hardest. Every piece you have remaining of them, you cling to, hoping you’ll feel them there. And the daily interactions that you had down to a routine start to set in… and you just can’t bare the normalcy of how easily you scooped him up to stare out the window for a couple minutes, so you start to avoid those places altogether, shutting yourself in your room pretending that just outside your door, your life is going on as it was before that perfect little creature departed it. Its impossible to accept, and yet everyone’s telling you you must. And you function and put on a great show. But the wire wears thin and you need to cry and wail to bring your composure back. I don’t want to know that this will get better. But this ache is becoming too much to bare. I’m stuck in the delicate boundary, and I’m just not ready to leave limbo yet.
Antique kimonos. What’s even cooler? I bought one. Expect photos. I’m so proud of this. Searched online for days to find pieces that would go with it and make it historically correct. I feel like a proud mother.
NEW STUDIO GHIBLI TRAILER!
The first trailer for Studio Ghibli’s new film When Marnie was There (Omoide no Marnie, 思い出のマーニー), showing in theatres across Japan from 19th July 2014.
Final Fantasy XIII Series ♔ Random 500px Gifs [29/∞]